I don't have a goddess of a girl who sweats ambition and empathy... and who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of her becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your messages and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy…
-dimas-